{"id":2512,"date":"2025-12-14T22:26:52","date_gmt":"2025-12-14T22:26:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/?p=2512"},"modified":"2025-12-14T22:31:15","modified_gmt":"2025-12-14T22:31:15","slug":"kirmizi-coraplar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/kirmizi-coraplar\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00c7oraplar"},"content":{"rendered":"
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K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00c7oraplar<\/h2>

Usulca g\u00f6zlerini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indirdi, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 belki b\u00f6ylelikle engelleyebilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Hem hi\u00e7te s\u0131ras\u0131 de\u011fildi \u015fimdi a\u011flaman\u0131n, masada oturan herkes ne\u015feli kahkahalarla yeni bir y\u0131l\u0131n geli\u015fini kutluyorken, hi\u00e7 olur muydu g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla dikkatleri \u00fczerine \u00e7ekip, ortam\u0131 bozmak? Zaten oldum olas\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00e7ekinirdi birilerini rahats\u0131z etmekten, keyif ka\u00e7\u0131rmaktan.<\/p>

Depresif bir anne ve narsist bir baban\u0131n o\u011flu olarak g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada kendi i\u015fini kendi g\u00f6rmeyi, kimseden yard\u0131m istememeyi, en m\u00fchimi de kendini red etme pahas\u0131na duruma g\u00f6re davranmay\u0131 \u00e7ok erken ya\u015flarda \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti. Onu tek kelimeyle tan\u0131mlamak gerekseydi, uyumlu kelimesi en isabetlisi olurdu. Her durumu, her insan\u0131 idare etme kabiliyeti vard\u0131 onda. Girdi\u011fi her ortama \u00e7ok kolay adapte olabiliyor, kendi ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 has\u0131ralt\u0131 edip, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n isteklerine uygun davran\u0131yor ve san\u0131r\u0131m biraz da bu y\u00fczden herkes taraf\u0131ndan \u00e7ok seviliyordu. \u00c7ok iyi bir g\u00f6zlemciydi, kimin ho\u015funa neyin gidece\u011fini kolayl\u0131kla fark ediyor ve ona g\u00f6re davran\u0131yordu. Bu sayede i\u015f yerinde de k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede y\u00fckselmeyi ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7evresi geni\u015fti geni\u015f olmas\u0131na ama buna ra\u011fmen derin dostluklar kurmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Onu tan\u0131yanlar, kalabal\u0131klar i\u00e7inde ne\u015feli, konu\u015fkan olan bu adam\u0131n yaln\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sessizle\u015fip, susmas\u0131na anlam veremeselerde, onu \u00f6yle kabullenmi\u015flerdi. Derken g\u00fcn gelmi\u015f, i\u015f yerinde tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0131zla evlenmi\u015fti. A\u015fk yada sevgi de\u011fildi onu harekete ge\u00e7iren, \u00e7evresindeki herkes evlenince, yine d\u00fczeni bozmamak ad\u0131na o da evlenmi\u015fti. Herkes baba olunca o da baba olmu\u015ftu. Herkes gibi olmak, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir toplulu\u011fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmak ona kendini g\u00fcvende hissettiriyordu.<\/p>

Derken y\u0131llar y\u0131llar\u0131 kovalad\u0131, \u00e7ocuklar b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, yuvadan u\u00e7tu, \u00f6l\u00fcmleri d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnler takip etti. Herzaman ki gibi bu senede yeni y\u0131l\u0131 kutlamak i\u00e7in arkada\u015flarla bir araya gelinecek, kad\u0131nlar yemekleri ayarlayacak, erkekler de al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fi halledecekti. Sabah al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f listesi elinde tam araban\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mak \u00fczereyken ad\u0131n\u0131 duyunca arkas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duran adam bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yleyerek ona s\u0131k\u0131ca sar\u0131ld\u0131. Co\u015fkulu duygulara al\u0131\u015f\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in bir an nas\u0131l davranaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemeyip \u00f6ylece kal\u0131nca arkada\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek onu b\u0131rakt\u0131. Hasan\u00b4\u0131 hemen tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131, mahallenin en yaramaz ama en harbi \u00e7ocu\u011fu. Onun aksine Hasan s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sak\u0131nmayan, hay\u0131r demesini bilen, herkes taraf\u0131ndan sevilmeyen bir \u00e7ocuktu. S\u0131n\u0131fta ayn\u0131 s\u0131raya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce hemencicik arkada\u015f oluvermi\u015flerdi lakin daha sonra Hasan ba\u015fka bir \u015fehire okumaya gitmi\u015f ve yollar\u0131 ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Arada bir annesinden haberlerini al\u0131yordu, hay\u0131rs\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131 okumu\u015f, uluslararas\u0131 bir \u015firkette y\u00f6netici olmu\u015f, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131yordu. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duran sportif adama \u015f\u00f6yle bir bakt\u0131; sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f, yer yer seyrekle\u015fmi\u015fti, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde y\u0131llar\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 derin izler belirgindi ancak g\u00f6zleri \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l bak\u0131yordu. Duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucunda o yaramaz g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme kaybolmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131ndan daha gen\u00e7 giyinmi\u015f diye i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7irirken birden g\u00f6zleri yukar\u0131ya katlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 pantolonu ile botlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnen c\u0131rtlak k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7oraplar\u0131na tak\u0131ld\u0131. Hasan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f olmal\u0131 ki \u2018Hat\u0131rlad\u0131n m\u0131? \u2018 deyip bir \u00e7ift k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7orab\u0131 ona uzatt\u0131. Nas\u0131l unutabilirdi ki? Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce Hasan`la yeni y\u0131l i\u00e7in birbirlerine hediye alm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 ve onun pay\u0131na bir \u00e7ift k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7orap d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir hevesle giydi\u011fi \u00e7oraplar\u0131na \u00f6nce annesi g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f sonra karde\u015fleri onunla alay etmi\u015flerdi. En nihayetinde babas\u0131 homurdanm\u0131\u015f, onlar\u0131 derhal \u00e7\u0131karmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. O da \u00e7oraplar\u0131 sessizce \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f, hi\u00e7bir tepki vermemi\u015fti. Y\u0131llar sonra Hasan yine elinde bir \u00e7ift k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7orapla kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duruyordu. Elindeki al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f listesine k\u0131sa bir bak\u0131p usulca cebine soktu ve Hasan`\u0131n koluna girip arka sokaktaki pastanenin yolunu tuttu. Uzun bir sohbetin ard\u0131ndan al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f listesinde yer alanlar\u0131n ancak yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 temin edebilmi\u015fti. Eve var\u0131nca e\u015fi sadece \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bak\u0131p, fazla bir\u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden elindekileri al\u0131p i\u015fe koyuldu. Ak\u015fam tam haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131kacakken aya\u011f\u0131ndaki k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7oraplar\u0131 g\u00f6ren kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z tekrar \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla y\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131p, iyi olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordu. Gece boyunca da arkada\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7oraplar\u0131na bak\u0131p durdular ama kimse bir\u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi… Y\u0131l\u0131n son saatlerinde herkes art\u0131k masada yerini almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki ev sahibinin alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki dilbaz torunu onun yan\u0131ndaki sandalyeyi \u00e7ekerek yay\u0131la yay\u0131la oturdu. Annesinin t\u00fcm \u00e7abalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen kalkmamakta diretiyor, \u201eben k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7orapl\u0131 amcan\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturaca\u011f\u0131m\u201e diyordu. Sonunda kazanan o oldu ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7orapl\u0131 amca ile derin bir sohbete dald\u0131lar. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z bir \u00e7ift k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7orab\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131ktan sonra yanlar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Yeni bir y\u0131la birka\u00e7 dakika kala masadakiler kendi sohbetlerine dalm\u0131\u015f konu\u015furken adam sakince g\u00f6zlerine h\u00fccum eden ya\u015flar\u0131 tutmak icin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7oraplar\u0131na indirdi. A\u011flaman\u0131n hi\u00e7te s\u0131ras\u0131 de\u011fildi\u2026<\/p>

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K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00c7oraplar Usulca g\u00f6zlerini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya indirdi, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 belki b\u00f6ylelikle engelleyebilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Hem hi\u00e7te s\u0131ras\u0131 de\u011fildi \u015fimdi a\u011flaman\u0131n, masada oturan herkes ne\u015feli kahkahalarla yeni bir y\u0131l\u0131n geli\u015fini kutluyorken, hi\u00e7 olur muydu g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla dikkatleri \u00fczerine \u00e7ekip, ortam\u0131 bozmak? Zaten oldum olas\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00e7ekinirdi birilerini rahats\u0131z etmekten, keyif ka\u00e7\u0131rmaktan. Depresif bir anne ve narsist bir baban\u0131n o\u011flu olarak […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2513,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2512","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-tuerkce"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2512","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2512"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2512\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2520,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2512\/revisions\/2520"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2513"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2512"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2512"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2512"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}