{"id":2282,"date":"2025-04-08T21:34:53","date_gmt":"2025-04-08T21:34:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/?p=2282"},"modified":"2025-04-08T21:55:19","modified_gmt":"2025-04-08T21:55:19","slug":"beni-bir-sal-abi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/beni-bir-sal-abi\/","title":{"rendered":"Beni bir sal abi"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"2282\" class=\"elementor elementor-2282\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-2dea648e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"2dea648e\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-1e3320d\" data-id=\"1e3320d\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2d594ff elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"2d594ff\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"642\" height=\"435\" src=\"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Photographer-Image-6.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-1900\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Photographer-Image-6.jpg 642w, https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Photographer-Image-6-300x203.jpg 300w, https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Photographer-Image-6-18x12.jpg 18w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 642px) 100vw, 642px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7dd07c22 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"7dd07c22\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h2>Beni bir sal abi<\/h2>\n<p>Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019\u00fcn arka sokaklar\u0131n\u0131n birinde seyyar bir sat\u0131c\u0131 tezg\u00e2h\u0131nda ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u00e7ift \u00e7orab\u0131n \u00fczerinde yer al\u0131yor bu can\u0131m c\u00fcmle&#8230; Beni bir sal abi&#8230;&nbsp;<\/p><p>\u015eu g\u00fcnlerde ruh halimi en iyi ifade eden c\u00fcmle ayn\u0131 zamanda. Herkes \u00e7ok iyi biliyor, herkes her\u015feyi biliyor, herkes her\u015feyi \u00e7ok iyi bilmekle kalm\u0131yor, bir de \u00e7ok iyi bildi\u011fini b\u00fcy\u00fck bir i\u015ftahla birbiriyle payla\u015f\u0131yor. Nereye gitsem, kiminle konu\u015fsam, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 nereye \u00e7evirsem, neyin nas\u0131l olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini, kimin nas\u0131l olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini, neyin do\u011fru, neyin yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu dinliyorum. Beni en \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtan ise, fikirlerdeki o sars\u0131lmaz eminlik. Hi\u00e7 mi yan\u0131lma pay\u0131 b\u0131rakmaz insan kendine, hi\u00e7 mi sorgulamaya meyil etmez. O \u00e7ok emin olunan bilginin sonuna acabay\u0131 eklemek insana \u00e7ok \u015fey kazand\u0131r\u0131r oysa&#8230; Bu kadar her\u015feyi bilen insan\u0131n aras\u0131nda epey bir zamand\u0131r pek bir ak\u0131ls\u0131z hissediyorum kendimi. Ya\u015f ald\u0131k\u00e7a bildiklerimden daha az emin olmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m, i\u015fin daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc asl\u0131nda pek bir \u015fey bilmedi\u011fimi fark eder oldum. Bu \u00e7ok can s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 bir durum; daha yava\u015f tepki veriyorum mesela, daha h\u0131zl\u0131 kabulleniyorum hatalar\u0131, daha fazla susuyorum, daha az etkileniyorum olandan bitenden. Oysa eskiden \u00f6yle miydi? \u00c7ok bildi\u011fim zamanlarda freni patlam\u0131\u015f kamyon gibi kontrols\u00fczce duygusal tepkiler verir, car car konu\u015fur, bildiklerimi her pahas\u0131na her mecrada savunur, bolca ak\u0131l da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rd\u0131m etraf\u0131ma. Yarg\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmak benden sorulurdu. \u015eimdilerde ise, siz \u00e7ok bilmeye devam edin ama beni bir sal\u0131n abi diyorum sadece. Bizim Bar\u0131\u015f\u2019\u0131n s\u0131kca tekrarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u00f6z\u00fc var: Ak\u0131ll\u0131 olup d\u00fcnyan\u0131n derdini \u00e7ekecegime, deli olurum, d\u00fcnya benim derdimi \u00e7eksin. \u015eu s\u0131ralar al benden de o kadar!<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>Nisan 2025 \/ G\u00fclsen ADALI<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Beni bir sal abi Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019\u00fcn arka sokaklar\u0131n\u0131n birinde seyyar bir sat\u0131c\u0131 tezg\u00e2h\u0131nda ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u00e7ift \u00e7orab\u0131n \u00fczerinde yer al\u0131yor bu can\u0131m c\u00fcmle&#8230; Beni bir sal abi&#8230; \u015eu g\u00fcnlerde ruh halimi en iyi ifade eden c\u00fcmle ayn\u0131 zamanda. Herkes \u00e7ok iyi biliyor, herkes her\u015feyi biliyor, herkes her\u015feyi \u00e7ok iyi bilmekle kalm\u0131yor, bir de \u00e7ok iyi bildi\u011fini [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1900,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2282","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-tuerkce"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2282","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2282"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2282\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2290,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2282\/revisions\/2290"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1900"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2282"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2282"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2282"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}