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Kardan adam de\u011filsin ki eriyesin\u2026<\/h2>\n

Yine bir y\u0131l\u0131n sonuna gelme arifesinde bildik sorular \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131ma\u2026 Sene bitiyor, bana verilen b\u00fcy\u00fck bir arma\u011fan olan 365 g\u00fcnde neler yapt\u0131m? D\u00fcnya i\u00e7in, hayat i\u00e7in, sevdiklerim i\u00e7in, kendim i\u00e7in neler yapt\u0131m, kimin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fcm, kim benim y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fc, ne kadar g\u00fcld\u00fcm, ne kadar g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fcm, nelere k\u0131zd\u0131m, kimleri k\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131m, nelere \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, kimleri \u00fczd\u00fcm, ne kadar \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr ettim, bana ne kadar \u00e7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr edildi, g\u00f6zlerimi parlatacak neler ya\u015fad\u0131m, ne kadar e\u011flendim bu sene, haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 sesimi ne kadar \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m, bedenime-ruhuma-akl\u0131ma ne kadar iyi davrand\u0131m, do\u011fru beslendim mi, temiz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm m\u00fc, iyi hissettim mi, yan\u0131mdaki insanlara sahip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m m\u0131, onlara iyi bakt\u0131m m\u0131, onlar\u0131n iyili\u011fine, geli\u015fimine hizmet ettim mi, sevdiklerimle ne kadar vakit ge\u00e7irdim, yan\u0131mda kimler vard\u0131, ben kimlerin yan\u0131nda oldum, ne kadar \u00e7ok hata yapt\u0131m, ne kadar az ayn\u0131 hatalar\u0131 tekrarlad\u0131m, neleri kabul ettim, nelerden vazge\u00e7tim, \u00e7ocuk\u00e7a meraklar\u0131m\u0131 koruyabildim mi, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck-adalet-e\u015fitlik-merhamet ilkelerime ne kadar sad\u0131k kalabildim, nerelerde a\u00e7\u0131k verdim, \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar\u0131mla y\u00fczle\u015febildim mi, kendim olabilmeyi, fikirlerimi cesurca ancak kibarl\u0131kla ortaya koymay\u0131 herzaman becerbildim mi? Bu b\u00f6yle uzar gider de k\u0131saca 2018\u00b4ten neler \u00f6\u011frendim, bana ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hangi g\u00fczellikleri g\u00f6n\u00fcl kitabima yazaca\u011f\u0131m, hangi hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, ac\u0131lar\u0131 suya b\u0131rak\u0131p, unutaca\u011f\u0131m? Hen\u00fcz bitmedi, bug\u00fcn sa\u011fl\u0131ik bak\u0131m\u0131ndan dibe vurmu\u015f durumday\u0131m, biraz iyi olay\u0131m, bu yaz\u0131 devam edecek.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131 devam edemedi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc iyile\u015femeden yeni y\u0131la girdik. Ve madem yeni y\u0131la girdik art\u0131k ge\u00e7mi\u015fi b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze bakma zaman\u0131. Cebimde \u00f6\u011frendiklerim, kula\u011f\u0131mda tecr\u00fcbe k\u00fcpelerim, merakl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerle, y\u00fcre\u011fimde umutla bak\u0131yorum \u00f6n\u00fcme serilen taze 365 g\u00fcne. Yeni planlar yap\u0131yorum ancak biliyorum ki hayat\u0131n da kendince planlar\u0131 var ve son s\u00f6z\u00fc hep hayat s\u00f6yler. Hem art\u0131k esneklik pay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131yorum plan yaparken; olursa eyvallah olmazsa amenna.<\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7en Sema\u00b4ya s\u00f6yledim, tekrarlayay\u0131m, Ocak ay\u0131nda do\u011fan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n kaderidir, her yeni seneye iki yeni baslang\u0131\u00e7 ve iki ayr\u0131l\u0131kla ba\u015flamak. Galiba bu y\u00fczden yine bu Ocak ay\u0131nda da bir yan\u0131m boynunu b\u00fckerken bir yan\u0131m  hop oturup hop kalk\u0131yor. Neyse laf\u0131 fazla uzatmayay\u0131m, ho\u015f geldin 2019\u2026<\/p>\n


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Kardan adam de\u011filsin ki eriyesin\u2026 Yine bir y\u0131l\u0131n sonuna gelme arifesinde bildik sorular \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131ma\u2026 Sene bitiyor, bana verilen b\u00fcy\u00fck bir arma\u011fan olan 365 g\u00fcnde neler yapt\u0131m? D\u00fcnya i\u00e7in, hayat i\u00e7in, sevdiklerim i\u00e7in, kendim i\u00e7in neler yapt\u0131m, kimin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fcm, kim benim y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fc, ne kadar g\u00fcld\u00fcm, ne kadar g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fcm, nelere k\u0131zd\u0131m, kimleri k\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131m, nelere […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1805,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1870","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-tuerkce"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1870","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1870"}],"version-history":[{"count":37,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1870\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2257,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1870\/revisions\/2257"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1805"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1870"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1870"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guelsenadali.de\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1870"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}